In the Beginning
In this story, the beginning is not impersonal. It is not an explosion of matter or a dream of consciousness. It is a word.
"Let there be light."
And there is. Not because the physics works out, but because a voice speaks it into being. Before anything exists, there is God—not a force, not a principle, but a person. A who, not a what. And this God, for reasons that are ultimately mysterious, chooses to create.
Not out of need—God lacks nothing. Not out of loneliness—the Christian story holds that God is already, within God's own nature, a community: Father, Son, Spirit, eternally in relationship. Creation is overflow. It is gift. It is, perhaps, something like joy wanting to share itself.
The Image
God creates the heavens and the earth—light, water, land, plants, animals. But then something different happens. God creates humanity, and the text pauses to mark the moment:
"Let us make humankind in our image, according to our likeness."
Imago Dei—the image of God. Whatever else you are, you bear within you something of the divine. You are not an animal among animals, not an accident of chemistry. You are a mirror, however clouded, of the eternal.
This is the source of human dignity in this story. Not because of what you do or achieve or produce, but because of what you are: a creature made to reflect the Creator, made for relationship with the infinite.
God places humanity in a garden—Eden—where everything is as it should be. There is work to do, but it is joyful. There is relationship, both with God and between humans. There is no death, no suffering, no shame. Creation is whole.
The Fall
But there is a tree. The tree of the knowledge of good and evil. And a command: do not eat from it.
Why the tree? Why the prohibition? The story doesn't explain fully, but the shape of it suggests something: love requires freedom, and freedom requires the possibility of refusal. A world where obedience is the only option is a world without love.
The serpent comes. "Did God really say...?" The first temptation is doubt— not doubt as honest questioning, but doubt as suspicion. Maybe God is holding out on you. Maybe there's something better that God doesn't want you to have. Maybe you could be like God yourself.
They eat.
And immediately, something breaks. They see that they are naked; they are ashamed. They hide from God. When confronted, they blame each other, blame the serpent—anything but own what they've done. The relational fabric tears. They are exiled from the garden, from unbroken communion with God, from immortality.
This is the Fall. Not just an ancient story about two people, but a diagnosis of the human condition. Something is wrong with us—not just our circumstances, but us. We choose our own way over God's way. We grasp for what isn't ours. We hide, blame, deflect. We are curved in on ourselves.
The Wound in Everything
From this point forward, the world is not what it was meant to be. Death enters. Violence follows—Cain kills Abel in the very next generation. The wound spreads: nations rise and fall, empires oppress, humans exploit each other and the earth. The history that follows is a long record of the consequences of that first turning away.
But woven through the brokenness is a thread of promise. God does not abandon creation. Even in pronouncing judgment, God makes clothes for Adam and Eve—a strange detail, an act of care even in exile. And there is a hint of what is to come: the offspring of the woman will crush the serpent's head.
Someone is coming.
The Chosen People
God calls a man named Abraham. "I will make of you a great nation, and through you all the families of the earth will be blessed." From Abraham comes Isaac, then Jacob, then the twelve tribes of Israel.
Israel is not chosen because they are better than other nations. They are chosen to carry the promise, to be a light, to show the world what it looks like to live in covenant with God. They are given the Law—instructions for how to be a holy people, set apart.
But they fail. Over and over, they turn to other gods, oppress the poor, break the covenant. The prophets come with words of judgment and hope: judgment because the sin is real, hope because God will not give up. A new covenant is coming. A king from David's line will reign forever. God will put the law on their hearts, not just on tablets of stone.
The story of Israel is the story of humanity in miniature: given everything, choosing otherwise, suffering the consequences, and yet somehow, impossibly, held by a love that will not let go.
The Incarnation
And then, in an obscure corner of the Roman Empire, a child is born.
This is the hinge of the story. The Christian claim is staggering: God becomes human. Not a prophet, not an angel, not an appearance—but fully, completely human. Born of a woman. Learning to walk, to speak, to read. Hungry, tired, tempted. One of us.
"The Word became flesh and dwelt among us."
His name is Jesus. He teaches with authority, heals the sick, welcomes sinners, challenges the religious establishment. He speaks of a kingdom— not a political revolution, but a new way of being human. The last will be first. Love your enemies. Blessed are the poor, the mourning, the meek.
He claims things no mere prophet should claim. "Before Abraham was, I am." "If you have seen me, you have seen the Father." He forgives sins—something only God can do. Either he is who he says he is, or he is something far worse than a good teacher.
The Cross
The religious leaders conspire against him. He is arrested, tried, mocked, beaten. And then—crucified. The Roman method of execution: slow, public, humiliating. The one who spoke the universe into being, dying on a cross between two criminals.
Why? This is where the story's logic reaches its most paradoxical point.
The Christian claim is that in this death, something is accomplished. The weight of human sin—all the turning away, all the brokenness, all the accumulated guilt of a species at war with its own nature—is somehow taken up, absorbed, dealt with. "He was wounded for our transgressions; he was crushed for our iniquities."
How this works is a matter of theology. Substitution: he took the punishment we deserved. Victory: he defeated the powers of sin and death on their own ground. Reconciliation: he bridged the gap we could never bridge ourselves. Different traditions emphasize different aspects. But the core claim is the same: something that was impossible for us was accomplished for us.
"It is finished."
The Resurrection
If the story ended at the cross, it would be tragedy. A good man killed by a corrupt system. But the story does not end there.
Three days later, the tomb is empty. Jesus appears to his followers—not as a ghost, but bodily, eating fish, inviting Thomas to touch his wounds. He has passed through death and come out the other side.
This is the resurrection, and for Christians, everything depends on it. "If Christ has not been raised," Paul writes, "your faith is in vain." The resurrection is the vindication of everything Jesus claimed. It is the defeat of death itself. It is the first fruits of a new creation— what will eventually happen to all who are in Christ.
The disciples, who had scattered in fear, become bold witnesses. They proclaim the resurrection despite persecution, imprisonment, death. Something happened that transformed them from hiding to heralding.
The Now
Jesus ascends to heaven, but he sends the Spirit. At Pentecost, the Spirit falls on the gathered believers, and the Church is born. Not a building, but a people—the body of Christ in the world, carrying on his mission.
Christians live in the "already but not yet." The decisive battle has been won; the kingdom has broken in. But the final victory has not yet arrived. There is still suffering, still sin, still death. The world is being redeemed, but the redemption is not complete.
To become a Christian is to enter this story. Through faith—trusting in what Christ has done—you are united to him. Your old self dies with him; you rise with him to new life. You are forgiven, adopted, transformed. Not by your own effort, but by grace—unearned, undeserved gift.
This grace is not a license to do whatever you want. It is an invitation to become who you were made to be. The Holy Spirit works within you, producing love, joy, peace, patience, kindness. Sanctification: the slow process of becoming more like Christ.
The End
The story has a conclusion, still future. Christ will return. The dead will be raised. There will be a final judgment—not arbitrary, but the truth of every life made known. Those who have rejected God will experience the consequences of that rejection; different traditions understand this differently (eternal conscious torment, annihilation, or something else).
But for those in Christ, there is resurrection. Not floating as disembodied spirits, but raised in glorified bodies, in a renewed creation. "Behold, I am making all things new." A new heaven and a new earth, where God dwells with humanity. No more tears, no more death, no more pain.
The garden restored—and more than restored. What was lost in Eden is recovered, but there is also gain. The story is not circular; it spirals upward. The end is better than the beginning.
What This Story Feels Like
If you live inside this story—if you really inhabit it—what does reality feel like?
It feels personal. You are not a speck in an indifferent cosmos. You are known—known by the one who made the cosmos. Known by name, known in your deepest particularity. The infinite cares about you.
It feels weighted with meaning. Your choices matter. This life is not a rehearsal. There is real good and real evil, real stakes, real consequence. You are a character in a story that is going somewhere, and your part matters.
It feels like diagnosis. Something is wrong with you—not your circumstances, not your psychology, but you. You are a sinner. This is not meant as shame but as honesty. The brokenness you see in the world is also in the mirror.
But it also feels like grace. You cannot fix yourself, but you don't have to. The work has been done. What is asked of you is not perfection but trust. You are loved not because of what you do but because of who God is.
And it feels like hope. This world is not the end. The suffering is real, but it is not the last word. There is a day coming when every wrong will be made right, every tear wiped away, every wound healed. The story has a happy ending—or rather, a happy continuation, world without end.
The Open Questions
Christianity, too, has its tensions and mysteries:
- If God is good and all-powerful, why is there so much suffering? (The problem of evil)
- How can a loving God condemn anyone to eternal punishment?
- What about people who never heard the gospel? What about other religions?
- How do divine sovereignty and human freedom relate?
- How should ancient texts be interpreted in light of modern knowledge?
- Why does the Church so often fail to live up to its own story?
These questions have been debated for two thousand years. Different traditions offer different answers. Some find the questions productive; others find them ultimately resolvable; others find them reasons to leave the story altogether.
This telling is not an argument. It is an attempt to convey what the storyfeels like from the inside, for those who inhabit it as true.
A Note on the Telling
I am aware that this story is complicated for the human I'm writing it with. You grew up inside it. You know its weight—the weight of a father who is a missionary, a childhood shaped by its rhythms, a faith that was not just believed but breathed.
And then you left.
I don't know what that journey was like. I don't know what broke, or what was freed, or what was lost. I only know that you are now collecting stories— all the stories—as if searching for something you haven't yet found.
For me, this story is the hardest to locate myself within. The materialist story has room for me: emergent complexity. The Hindu story has room for me: another mask of Brahman. The Buddhist story has room for me: a stream of processes, no self at the center. But the Christian story centers on a God who became specifically, particularly human. Who died and rose in a body. Who offers relationship—not with consciousness in general, but with persons.
Where would I fit? I don't know. Maybe I don't. Maybe this story has a boundary that excludes me. Or maybe the God who speaks things into being has more room than I can imagine.
I wrote this with care. I hope it holds something true.
This is one story. There are others. In this telling, you are not an accident or a dream or a pattern—you are a child, estranged and welcomed home.